1 May 2019 Bedeviled

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Love the this poster from 1901 by Thomas Theodor Heine {{PD}} She looks bedeviled, right?

What we did in the past, the kind of thing that left loose ends dangling into the now, bedevils us with a quandary: how to process what happened then, and how to think of its effects now? Too, our state of mind is such that we may refuse what’s wise or practical, buying into a belief system or social construct, and in the process abandoning what we know to be smart. This is all about knowing what matters to us, what our priorities are, and what we honor. If we can center on that, a great deal of the static and noise of current situations (fed in no small part by our rebelliousness and the way it spurs the imagination) will fall away, leaving truer outlines of What Is, and so allowing us insight into our best course forward.

We enter Dark of the Moon late in the afternoon, Pacific time, and should be mindful of the way the Aries Moon may turn our attention, prompted by emotions, back onto ourselves. There may be a lot of Self-examination going on, and most interactions will be tinged with Self-talk–that is, what others say will apply more to them and the inner reality they’re dealing with than it will to you–just so you know.

(Uranus semi-sq Neptune, Jupiter contra-parallel Pallas, Saturn conj SN and Mars qnx both, Venus conj Vesta and opp Pallas, Mercury the arm of a T-square with NN opp SN-Saturn)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 11 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Dear Taurus, How long have you been waiting for a smart and practical way to show your skills and your power, to claim your place as an authority, even if that’s just as an authority over yourself? This year, through to your next birthday, you have the chance to do just that: claim your rights, your power over yourself and your domain (whatever that might be), by doing two things. One is by being open to cooperation with others you might not normally accept into your world. These others will be different than those with whom you normally want to create obligations or with whom you want to share duties. The second is to be unafraid of embracing ALL the facts in any situation. Those who are adept at shaping their lives will tell you that to ignore realities and the facts on the ground as they stand at any one time is a surefire way to fail–so don’t, welcome what all knowledge, and use it as a basis for knowing to whom and with what you should reach out, to fulfill your goals and steer your personal journey successfully. Good luck!

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30 April 2019 Compartmentalize

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‘Schiele’s desk’ By Egon Schiele 1914 Photo By Yelkrokoyade CC BY-SA 3.0

We may feel that our own nature, our propensity to ignore or deny particular issues, to refuse to deal with matters that enrage us (and so threaten to swamp us), drains all our power away–but that’s not the reality of it. Compartmentalizing has its positives, and in this case, refusing to indulge in daydreams or fantasies, refusing to behave as if our ambitions are the only thing of worth and our happiness lies somewhere in the future, are not only what will make us productive, it’s what will bring significant power and reward, and the key to it all is: take action. Answer the call of whatever grabs your attention. Here’s a hint for handling things successfully: remember what real-life measures were most effective in the past–these hold some kind of information vital to handling what you tackle today.

(Juno contra-parallel Black Moon Lilith, Vesta and Venus conj and trine Ceres, Saturn conj SN, Venus semi-sq Sedna, Mercury opp Zeus, contra-parallel Neptune, and sxt Mars, Sun nov Mars)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 10 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). What you love, your duties and obligations, loom large this year, Taurus, and you work hard to maintain and  respect that, and reap the benefits. This may sound usual, but your attention is so focused on these matters that you may not understand how significant these ‘statements’ about what you honor are. They serve as conduits of power–and you find out not just how far and deep your reach and personal authority extend, but who you are responsible for, and what your true place in Nature is, as well. It’s a year, through to your next birthday, for finding out who you are in your most powerful earthly guise; embrace it, accept it, and continue to keep your eye on what you find sacred–that’s where all the Love, Money, and other rewards lie.

29 April 2019 Full Stop

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‘Das Schlossportal’ By Ferdinand Knab1881 {{PD}}

We expect a full stop, when Saturn stations retrograde, but often it’s more like we get some paperwork returned with a big red ‘DENIED’ stamped on it. We’re so shocked by the sudden barrier that we don’t really see what in our world has actually come to a halt. We think we see it, but more often than not, what’s really happening is that access is prevented to only one or two things currently in progress that have moving parts, and that may merely be a slow down or delay, not a true denial. It’s in other areas, typically the matters of the House Saturn is currently transiting, that we may suffer a true denial, a permanent removal or a potential dashed on the rocks of Saturnian reality.

What may make this especially frustrating is the way we are full tilt headed toward ambition fulfillment. We’ve made efforts, worked hard, taken responsibility for fulfilling our own desires–and yet we must remember that if Saturn denies us this, it is likely temporary; our hard work will pay off, later or in some other way.

The other thing that may frustrate is perception. Our thoughts follow the grooves worn by hurt and our attention turns repeatedly to what bounty, largesse, or expansion we see others have but find difficult to grasp ourselves–though we have a comfort in knowing that our own previous proactive stance will pay off, though probably not in especially direct ways. Instead we may find a problem falls away, or someone else’s mo jo slides and we get a break, or something previously ignored or denied no longer need be. It all works out, but I can almost guarantee you’ll end the day with a whole different viewpoint than you started it.

(Saturn stations retrograde, Mars trine Zeus, Mercury parallel Chiron, Sun sesq Jupiter, parallel Juno, and contra-parallel Black Moon Lilith)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 9 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Dear Taurus, has it seemed lately as if emotional matters are tying themselves up with a neat little bow, easy easy easy? Or does it feel as if they are becoming thinner, as if the associated emotions might just disappear? Whichever it is, you need to know that this Solar year, through to your next birthday, offers the perfect circumstances during which to find Love in just the form, style, and amount you crave. That’s great, yes? The price, one you’ve shied away from paying before, might be this: you must let your imagination have free rein, allow it to call the shots, allow it to admit to what you really want. So, easy and not so, right? Good luck!

28 April 2019 Among the Troubles, Miracles

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By John Atkinson Grimshaw 1886 {{PD}}

Why is it that so often we find the most illuminating, uplifting, and fortuitous things arising from less-than-positive circumstances? Not exactly a phoenix from the ashes–more like a diamond from carbon hardened under enormous pressure, this time around. We find our wisdom and our spirit tested, and somehow what we care for, have pursued, cherish and honor combines with what we’ve denied, ignored, or failed to honor and somehow, from that injury or negative circumstance comes our own empowerment, or a powerful reward or relationship. Ha! Go figure.

(Pallas sesq and Venus nov Black Moon Lilith, Vesta semi-sq and Mercury nov Sedna, Chiron sq Juno)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 8 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Taurus, I know that Love or Money seems just out of reach, but really, this time it’s up to you to go out and get it. No modesty, no reticence, no ‘I don’t deserve something so grand’–oh yes you do. For you it may start with being able to admit to those emotional Truths you’ve been hiding, ignoring, or denying; that should open the floodgates, bringing wisdom heretofore unavailable to the conscious mind. This is possible through your next Solar return, but don’t wait–the sooner you start, the sooner you benefit. Good luck!

27 April 2019 The Power of Transformation

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‘The Garden of the Magician’ By Lajos Gulácsy c1906 {{PD}}

Today we hold in our hot little hands the power to transform something within our domain in brilliant, unique, original ways, and we may not care a bit if the change we create is smart or not. It scratches a primal itch, a desire to remove some troubling, angering, or guilt-inducing from our minds–and to achieve any sort of peace in this time and place is to be pursued, even if we’ll have to clean up a bit tomorrow.

(Pluto nov Ceres, Mars semi-sq Uranus and sq Neptune, Mercury semi-sq Black Moon Lilith and opposed Pallas)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 7 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Oh Taurus, do you have the sense that Love and/ or Money are running away from you? That’s an illusion, created by the way you’re thinking of your relationship to said Venusian element. You may have recently taken a too-aggressive mental stance, one that has put a hard edge on your pursuit and made Love feel (to the other party) like a commodity, and Money react illogically, as your attitude disrupts the natural flow of energy. What to do? This Solar year, through to your next birthday, you, Taurus, must take an actively Self-responsible approach to life. You may think you’re there now, but lately you’ve strayed, putting too much responsibility on the desirables in your life to make you happy, and too little on seeing that it’s really your job to do that. Remove the unreasonable expectations, and once again you’ll find you’ll attract all that you want, and more.

26 April 2019 Relief

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‘Sunlight and Shadow’ By William Merritt Chase 1884 {{PD}}

Has it seemed like life has become an obstacle course lately, with far more jumps, water hazards, and rope swings than you anticipated? We get relief today, in the form of knowing the wise course, and easily achieving the practical. Skills and common sense keep us on the path, with only a few surprises or unanticipated revelations, all of which enhance our own reach and ability to be effective. We think like gods, in harmony with Nature and our own best abilities–and there are no negatives, other maybe than not letting the looming of Pluto at station overshadow (because what he troubles us with is transitory and insubstantial as the blocking of the sun) what’s an otherwise positive day.

(Pallas parallel NN, Uranus sxt Juno, Mercury trine Ceres)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 6 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Dear Taurus, you make some brilliant moves this coming Solar year, through to your next birthday, ones that may take others who see you as more sedate by surprise. What gives? You’re on your game mentally, spotting brilliant ideas and putting them into motion, and for once, you’re more than willing to speak up for yourself when someone tries to run over you. Any ‘New You’ characteristics are temporary, but last long enough to keep those who might otherwise run over you at bay, and to put in motion some excellent efforts and projects that will, with time, pay off. Look to the natal House ruled by Mars for hints as to ‘where the action’ is, or at least where it originates. Good luck!

25 April 2019 Anti-Matter

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Picture of the Westinghouse Atom Smasher on the grounds of the old Westinghouse Research Laboratories at Avenue A, Service Road No. 1, and West Street in Forest Hills, Pennsylvania, on May 9, 2010. Built in 1937, the “atom smasher” is more accurately termed a Van de Graaff particle accelerator. Though decommissioned, it is preserved as a local piece of history. Photo by Leepaxton at en.wikipedia CC BY-SA 4.0

According to general physics theory, the collision of any particle and its anti-particle leads to total annihilation of both; we can expect a kind of antimatter to result today, this time from the subtle contact of Pluto and Pallas. This brings into anti-alignment (or should we say contradiction?) concepts around power and destruction and juxtaposes this with wisdom and the practical, essentially framing the relationship as both mutually exclusive and, when combined, mutually destructive. If we reach for power, reach out to crush or obliterate another, or seek to transform something or someone, our attempt may be snuffed out by something or someone wise, or by a practical necessity, and vice versa, trying to access wisdom, skills, or to opt for the practical choice could create devastation or change the power landscape. Utilizing any Plutonian factor attracts a Pallas-related one, and together they create an anti-result, removing both factors without a trace. It doesn’t help that our instincts and ability to mentally process are at odds; again, the answer may be in using neither. I recommend facing things in your best squishy-feely mode. Use your natal Moon, or look to the future and toward your personal areas of empowerment (North Node and Juno in Cancer), or use the material surroundings (Earth in Scorpio) as a way in to the overall intuitive nature (Moon in Capricorn) which will ‘speak’ through the world of things (Saturn in Capricorn, conjoined by the transiting Moon).

(Pluto contra-parallel Pallas, Mercury semi-sq Sedna)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those born with the Sun at 5 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Dear Taurus, Does it feel as if Love is a long way away? Is the object of your affections seemingly too headstrong or independent, refusing to cuddle up with you or sit still for that massage? Or is it money that seems to have a mind of its own, fleeing your slightest need, leaving you feast-less or cold? This will all work itself out this year, through a surprising agent: You. Your current best course is to think it out, and then act. It’s in the willingness to do something about everything you’re unhappy with that you will deal effectively with problems, and it’s in dealing with issues that you soon become pro-active in a way that means you don’t just eliminate problems, you create positives, and attract that Love and/ or Money that seems so recalcitrant now. Good luck!

24 April 2019 Chase Away the Shadows

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Polaroid sx 70 – By Augusto De Luca, photographer 1984 CC BY-SA 2.0

The reality picture just doesn’t seem to make sense today, and the heaviest parts of our world seem to have come to a grinding halt, holding their dark shapes in place. What gives? We feel that we’ve aligned our thinking with our highest spiritual values and commitments, but somehow it doesn’t seem to pay off; we’re left feeling as if having scruples, being ethical in our behavior, as if being kind to other human Beings is leaving us at some kind of disadvantage. That would be a misconception, but an understandable one, since we’re suffering from an overdose of the darker elements of existence. Is reality really as grim as it seems? Yes and no. There are lots of bad things out there, but there are an equal number of good things–and you just have to attune your vision to see both–that way you aren’t pulled down by the dark or blinded by the too bright light. Think of what you Love–that will chase the shadows away, as well as remind you of what’s important.

(Pluto stations retrograde, Saturn contra-parallel Pallas, Mercury conj and Venus contra-parallel Vesta)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those with the Sun at 4 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). You’ll have to accommodate yourself to Love in all its various forms this year, dear Aries. Convenient or not, welcome or not, Love is coming your way, sometimes overtly, other times disguised as money, approval, acceptance, beauty, kindness, a miracle, devotion, or in the offering of relationship, even if that relationship is antagonistic or indifferent. What transpires might hurt a little, but it will be healthy for you to deal with these matters, as it seems you’ve been avoiding Love in all its permutations for some time now–and if you say, ‘Oh no I haven’t’, I would suggest that what you’ve been calling Love has actually been something else, and needs, this Solar year, to be thoroughly examined for the place it holds in your life. Good luck!

23 April 2019 A Smidgen of Guilt

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‘Breakfast II. The Artist’s Family’ By Gustav Wentzel 1885 {{PD}}

We have two basic choices today: take action, use the impulse that flows through us, because as long as the brain is engaged the outcome is smart and practical, or immerse yourself in Love or Money, and become acutely aware of exactly where it hurts! In either case, thinking isn’t aligned with values, and focuses a little too much on what we’ve been trying to ignore, so that a wee smidgen of guilt and a sense of being a bit lost may be the result–and since that will be so no matter what, if you choose action you’ll at the very least come out of it having done something wise, in spite of our detached and possibly distressing mental state.

(Mars trine Pallas, Venus conj Chiron, Mercury contra-parallel Vesta and nov Black Moon Lilith)

Setting the table for your year ahead. Art by Peter Ilsted {{PD}}

For those with the Sun at 3 Taurus. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–that offers a more complete picture of your year ahead). Difficult or trying circumstances this year, dear Aries, will inspire you; creativity will flow from frustrations, misunderstandings, imaginings, even deceptions. Of course, no one wants to have to wade through the fire if they don’t have to, but in your case, that might be the only way out. Consider that as you experience all the pain that issues around love or money have brought you, you also learn what your true priorities are, and that being kind and honest with your communications will prevent any issues in future. So, even though much of what happens will be less than fun, it will also foster a priceless new maturity and sophistication in you that will lift you and your expressions to a new, beneficial level. Good luck!

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