
Károly Ferenczy ‘Gardeners’ (1891) {{PD}}
‘Hidden Forces’–that’s sounds ominous, right? Like there’s something out there that may overwhelm us, push past any defenses, change our course–but what we’re really talking about are matters that exert an influence in our lives through the unconscious. We’re vulnerable in so many ways: through the deep, secret fear that we are stupid or foolish, through the power of the social sphere to make us feel inadequate or wrong for being who we are, or through the way, if we inspect the real world that surrounds us without our usual lenses, we see that we’ve fallen short in so many ways. These forces haunt us, and even when we take a step back and use our good sense, spotting these as the worst case scenario, mostly baseless fears that they are, it’s hard to convince ourselves that these are negative interpretations of reality, not reality itself. But here’s what we need to ground ourselves, this time around: we find strength in our wounds–the scar tissue of experience allows us to know exactly what to avoid to prevent injury–so we’re much safer than we might think; originality, uniqueness, and inventiveness are our greatest assets right now, along with resiliency and embrace of our own personal authority–we are arbiters of our own fates, much more than we may normally admit to ourselves–now’s the time to accept our own power and strength; Nature, in some form, is doing us a favor right now–take note; and focus on ambitions, goals, or what you desire–the ‘quiet’ available during Dark of the Moon may allow extraordinary concentration of energy and attention, which lays the groundwork for progress (Chiron semi-sq Juno and sesq Pallas, Mars conj Black Moon Lilith, Mercury sq Jupiter and parallel Uranus and Ceres, Sun sxt Zeus, sesq Saturn and contra-parallel Jupiter).
Feels like intense confusion is aligned with a tease of intense understanding – like a dream that is hard to fully remember upon waking.
I think that’s the perfect way to describe it, Donna. And I’ve had some very intense dreams that I’ve had difficulty remembering–so I’m not crazy about it happening when I’m awake, too!
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Thank you Julie! Yes, who we are becoming is always unfolding & evolving, where, when, how, no matter what age we are, what we are at heart is our own mystery to uncover, our personal philosophical quest to ensure we embrace it & welcome it as a blessing not fear it as a curse in good timing & order for our personal “spark of brilliance” to serve good purposeful expression of it, as need be, to the whole. It is highly complex, no one mind can know it all, yet we all have a tiny yet brilliant piece of the puzzle in our care, that which we each need to know isnt, indeed is quite simple & unique, because its natural, & we each do have all we need within us to accomplish that naturally also, thus not anywhere need for as much competition or to be stepping on anothers toes really, indeed, its not rocket science, “its elementary dear watson” hahaha! You have made my day, bless!
Thank you, Debbie! I love that: “a tiny yet brilliant piece of the puzzle in our care”–well said 🙂
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