We’re trying to go forward and we keep stumbling; we’re in a dark room and are refusing to turn on the light. Why are we being so contrary? At present we’re confusing what we dedicate our energy to and our wounds; we think what we honor is the source of our hurt–and that may or may not be accurate. We are, reasonably or not, expecting to wrest reward from the current scenario–and that could come to us, or not, if our expectations are misplaced. And worst of all, we are just being pig-headed, wanting to ignore what we know to be wise in favor of exercising our Will.
If we’re willing to at least make our way to a window and pull back a curtain, we’ll be able to see the outlines of things, the shape of what surrounds us–and that’s not just smart, but empowering, enhancing our position, as others may continue to feel around in the dark and get nowhere. We should also consider that certain things that are currently being treated as, ‘Out of sight, out of mind’ should be brought out into the open, exposed, dealt with, judged, because it’s only when we ignore them that they can affect us without our knowing.
(NN sesq Black Moon Lilith, Chiron parallel Vesta, Mars sq Pallas, Venus trine Saturn, sxt Juno, and semi-sq Chiron, Merc qnx Pluto, Sun nov Juno and trine Pallas)
For those born with the Sun at 10 Gemini. Check your natal chart for the correct Sun degree (you may want to read both the degree number and the one that follows, if you have minutes on your Sun position–together these offer a more complete picture of your year ahead). This year, dear Gemini, through the solar year to your next birthday, you have the Will, and the Wisdom and/ or skills, to do exactly what you want to–but how will that play out? You may have to find some sort of balance between idealism and reality, chasing the dream and fulfilling duties, playing by the rules and winging it, before you can go forward with shaping things to your Will. It’s a matter of answering the questions: What will it cost, if I get what I want? And what do I believe? Do those beliefs support my wants? Believing in yourself is necessary to successfully building what you desire. And one other thing: the emotions may be at odds with the identity or the sense of mission; the feeling nature may be too focused on material matters and security needs to allow the ‘I Am’ to truly, freely express. Deal with those ‘side’ matters, and the way is clear to be precisely who you intend to be. Good luck!