I’m sure many of us are feeling the heightened energy in the current atmosphere–and even as I write this I’m aware of the inadequacy of that phrase, ‘heightened energy’–it’s really more like the heaviest breeze you’ve ever felt, or maybe like floating inside a lead cloud. My symbol choices may be clunky, but I have no doubt you all know what I’m talking about.
For me it’s manifested as an inability to go to sleep. Now normally when I suffer insomnia, it’s either caused by a hamster wheel of overthinking spinning to the tune of free-floating anxiety, or it’s sheer, unfettered resistance of the ‘I’m a big girl and I don’t have to go to bed right now’ variety.
This time, though, it’s a pure alertness that doesn’t cause and isn’t prompted by anxiety; instead I’m simply AWAKE, with no agenda trying to push its way to conscious consideration–and for me, that’s really weird.
Clearly, this is a wave that’s lapping the globe, generated by a spectacular array of world events–and right now might be a good time to put a pin in the whole thing (with so many bodies in Capricorn, including today the Moon), so that any upset this frequency is creating can be seen for what it is: a Collective ‘web’ in which we’re all vibrating, and so it’s only natural we’re concerned there’s a spider that will emerge at any time to either eat us or wrap us in silk for later!
Here’s something that may help: the big changes, the big traumas, are already done–Saturn and Pluto are done with their dance, and that means that the real-world manifestations of change have already fallen into place (even if we haven’t yet seen those results, or you haven’t seen the dust settle in your part of the world, yet). By mid-December Saturn will be moving into Aquarius, fostering the processing of previous material events in intellectual terms, finding where they fit into and reflect both the modern Zeitgeist and our own future, and delivering revelations that push some of us to rebellion, some of us to the avant garde in our arena, some of us to erratic (and probably Self-destructive) behaviors, and some to show our most unique and original qualities and creative abilities. And really, it’s your choice, since it’s all seated in our response to prevailing energies, rather than determined by any one thing or series of things that happen to us.
The real culprit shakin’ our web is Jupiter. I really hesitate to call Jupiter by one of its traditional names, The Greater Benefic. It’s not that the moniker is untrue, but that Jupiter can be big, loud, colorful, overwhelming, sweeping in its effects–and that can feel a lot like bullying to more sensitive types, especially those heavy in Water (they need to feel and then sort through those feelings around what’s happening, before they can enjoy it) and those heavy in Air, as they need to digest events mentally, before they can determine their reactions (and that’s so even when onlookers might see things as unreservedly positive–how can they be, asks the Air individual, if I don’t yet know what I think of them?)
As easily as Jupiter can bring bounty, it can bring too much–and if it’s too much of something we didn’t want in the first place, that can be its own kind of trauma. So, now that we’ve properly recognized that Jupiter can be indiscriminately too too, we’ll look at his role in the current situation; we won’t worry about past contacts much, because honestly, at this point so much has happened that going back to sort through with a fine-toothed comb is a waste of time, simply because we don’t need the past illuminated–it’s what’s coming that’s important, now.
Jupiter’s direct and rapidly approaching Pluto, which is also direct as of earlier this month–but at this point the latter is barely moving, lingering on the 22nd degree, where Jupiter will, by November 12th, meet him. Are our beliefs destroyed, transformed, or seen for the darkness they carry? Or is it that what we know takes on meaning via matters of Power and the way they play out? Are we too quick to rage, our upset grown out of all proportion, or do the facts set us free by the way they transform the situation, our outlook, our world? No matter what, Jupiter and Pluto together mean an exaggerated effect, and too many of us respond to Pluto with fear, especially when our own sense of Power is inadequate, damaged, or we have rejected our own strength; that can spell dangerous misunderstanding about what’s happening, what’s changing, that may spiral us into destructive mode out of fear, when a better response would be to reassure ourselves that the Universe is working to our benefit (Jupiter) no matter what those changes (Pluto) we’re facing look like on the surface.
At this point Mars will be poised to go direct, on the 13th–and that adds a strong impetus to move, act, do, that rides on the energy wave of the Jupiter-Pluto meeting. What we learn may prompt our choices and motivate us–but we need to take care, as tendencies to exaggeration and extremes (Jupiter-Pluto specialties) may distort what we glean so that we essentially make those choices based on misleading impressions. It may be difficult to see at the time that the heightened atmosphere is meant to help us ‘receive’ what we need to know–but awareness that it doesn’t reflect reality in its correct proportions is vital to not overreacting, to not destroying or raging out of misunderstanding.
This is a potent influence, and so relatively strong for awhile; the most dangerous point for action based on misperception or illusion will be 5th-9th of December, as Mars moves to semi-sextile Neptune (thanks, Maree!), with the semi-sextile shouting loud and clear that what we base our actions and choices on at a personal level (Mars in Aries) needs adjustment and re-assessment, especially the small kinds that sneak under the radar (the semi-sextile). Those ideals (Neptune) we’ll think we’re serving won’t quite align with reality–so we must tread with care.
Let’s look at the Sabian for the meeting of Jupiter and Pluto: ‘A Soldier Receiving Two Awards For Bravery In Combat’. It’s going to feel very much like that; we’ll want to respond as if in the heat of battle, believing we’re doing the right, the noble, the brave (Mars in Aries!) thing–but as we can see from the larger picture, our viewpoint will be exaggerated, off, over-the-top–and that means our judgment of what to do, how to act, and how it’s all going to work out, will simply be a fantasy (Mars-Neptune).
So, we need to be prepared to feel things ‘too much’, at times, in the coming months, and we must also know that to act on our initial impressions will create problems, simple because what we learn, see, and experience will suffer some sort of distortion. But knowing that, we can go softly, and not need that big stick at all.
Hi Julie, you have Mars quincunx Neptune in this post, Neptune is in Pisces and Mars in Aries, so it will be a semi-sextile
You are so right, Maree–my astro-brain thinks in geometric shapes–and sometimes I get hold of the other part of the 180 degree wedge! Thank you very much for pointing this out. jd
Wendy E said:
So right, swimming in lead. Still swimming tho’. Everything has been tied to the travel and timing of Saturn, Mars and Mercury and I can hardly wait until the end of the NEXT Mercury Rx, hoping that’s going to close the door on what people have been so directly experiencing over the past eight months.
Hi Wendy! From your mouth (or keyboard) to the Universe’s ears, as they say 🙂 or as the old Russian proverb goes, ‘The future is for those who know how to wait.’ Best to you and yours! jd
My dear Julie, it was so comforting and relieving reading your post this morning… Although I wouldn’t totally dismiss the usual reasons that you name, for my personal inability to get a decent night’s sleep on a regular basis (for quite a long time, actually), it is mostly a feeling of being overwhelmed by the surrounding energy… And I could also identify a feeling of anticipation (yes, some worry too..) for the upcoming (but yet unknown) change..
Personally, it’s like there has been immense pressure building up that is seeking release. As much as I try to stay centered and grounded, it’s a huge challenge. A more fundamental question that sometimes comes up during those sleepless nights is, “what is the point of all this?”. It’s like wanting too many things to change and “let’s just get on with it, shall we?” and then it comes to me: yes, but it’s all temporary, subject to decay and the cycle of life, so what’s the point? Yes, of course there is a point, but these are the tricks that my mind plays on me. Clearly, the answer lies ahead, into the unknown future and it’s obviously one thing thinking about the future, and actually living it (or, even better, living in the now and feeling one’s emotions).
The last few years have been quite a challenge for many of us, especially those of us loaded with cardinal placements. So, I don’t know if it’s a mind game, but, ever since Jupiter has gone direct, it’s like I felt that a green light has been turned on. And with Saturn and Pluto going direct, I see even more signs that there will be progress. Disconnecting from the interactions with many people, getting grounded and connecting with nature helps quite a lot these days (easier said than done, I know). I hope I didn’t write too much, I usually don’t, but today I felt I needed to write this to you, and to whomever wishes to read it. Much love and a big, warm hug to you. Winter is coming up, let’s think warm thoughts and keep an optimistic outlook on what’s to come. I think it will be interesting… 🙂 Thank you so much for your post!
Hi Anthony! Remembering how temporary it all is, is for me the best way to remind myself to be in the moment, and appreciative (as you put it so well, “living in the now and feeling one’s emotions”–and it really does chase away those questions we think we need answered but really don’t (like what’s the point of life)–because knowing the point might make us use our time very differently than we otherwise would–or could prompt us to ‘check out’ if we’re disappointed with the answer! So I think it’s important not to worry about finding those answers–especially because, speaking for myself, I’m still trying to nail down the questions!
I do know what you mean about feeling a green light with Jupiter’s direction. I’m really enjoying that sense of forward momentum–and I hope you are too. And good point about those of us with Cardinal placements really feeling that energy–I have several, and know that’s true!
Thank you for taking the time to write such a lovely letter–I (and I’m sure many others) found quite a bit in it to relate to, and that was moving.
Hugs! And all the best to you, jd
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You rock Julie! Thank you for sharing this – nice to see a familiar face in “the boat” or in this case – hanging on the web! What a wild ride this year has been! You are loved! ❤
Hi! This year has certainly been the strangest of my life, but somehow making the big changes for so many (maybe that we couldn’t or wouldn’t make, otherwise) means we find a lot of kindred spirits–and it all seems to be creating a line of ‘before’ and ‘after’–with who knows what the final outcome will be? Thank you–glad you came by! And love to you!