20 May 2016 To Die a Little

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Edvard Munch - 'Summer Night by the Beach' (1902-03) {{PD}}

Edvard Munch – ‘Summer Night by the Beach’ (1902-03) {{PD}}

Big things make us itch; they seem like small things, like things we should be able to do something about, to swat away like gnats, but they persist, because they really are things that need a lot more of our attention than we’re currently allotting. We are tormented, affected, and not aware of how really major the impulses we’re influenced by; in the parlance of noir novelist Raymond Chandler, we’re feeling like we’re in the midst of “one of those hot dry Santa Anas that come down through the mountain passes and curl your hair and make your nerves jump and your skin itch. On nights like that every booze party ends in a fight. Meek little wives feel the edge of the carving knife and study their husbands’ necks. Anything can happen.” The surprising part is that it happens so suddenly, and though we’re focused on ideas and the meaning behind events, we’d be smarter at this point to take things at face value; if we don’t we risk loss, injustice, and dangerous circumstances.

I don’t mean to make today’s influences sound so ominous; I’m simply trying to convey the elusive, and potentially impulsive, nature of it all. Following our impulses, what we want, lust for, long for, carries a price, if we go for it directly, without considering consequences–and if we pause long enough to consider what might befall us as a result of our desire-driven choices, then we are likely to see that the road between ‘here’ and ‘there’ isn’t quite as straight or obstacle-free as we first thought (Vesta sesq Zeus, Mars semi-sq Pluto, Venus conjoined Sedna, Sun enters Gemini and qnx Black Moon Lilith)

Johannes Vermeer - 'Lady Writing a Letter with Her Maid' c1670 {{PD}}

Johannes Vermeer – ‘Lady Writing a Letter with Her Maid’ c1670 {{PD}}

Today’s word image is a sealed letter you thought already sent, found at the back of a drawer. That message was never received by the addressee, and yet you’ve likely conducted your interactions with them as if it were. Consider the impact of not having said what you thought you’d said; does it need to be said now? Or are things good the way they are? Sometimes forgetting to ‘send our message’ is the best thing we could have done.

We’ll close today with another quote from Raymond Chandler: “To say goodbye is to die a little.” So Mars semi-square Pluto! Enjoy your Friday!

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19 May 2016 Keep It Simple

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Vilhelm Hammershøi - Sovekammer (1890) {{PD}}

Vilhelm Hammershøi – Sovekammer (1890) {{PD}}

Love heals (Venus sextile Chiron)

If these were in Alice's world, they'd have tags that read, 'Drink Me'. Arjen Bangma, Transnatural director CC Attribution-Share Alike 4.0 International

If these were in Alice’s world, they’d have tags that read, ‘Drink Me’. Arjen Bangma, Transnatural director CC Attribution-Share Alike 4.0 International

Today’s word image is a ball of white light. See it around you, inside you, hand it out to others like a gift.

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21 May 2016 Full Moon in Sagittarius: Choice and Balance

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Nuclear Reactor depicted on a September 1957 Japanese stamp. Irony is too subtle a word for this. {{PD}}

Nuclear Reactor depicted on a September 1957 Japanese stamp. Irony is too subtle a word for this. {{PD}}

Since there are no new aspects perfecting for the 18th, I thought it might be time to consider the upcoming Full Moon. For once I think we’ll be served best to look at it early, with time to consider what kind of choices we might like to (or have to) make. But before we do, the word image for the 18th: A nuclear reactor shuts down on its own, to the surprise of the attending technicians. Considering we’re in approach to the Full Moon, this may describe a situation where, before we reach FM circumstances, we will temporarily ‘shut down’ the issue or energy outflow, in an attempt to ‘cool off’ what will end up being the subject of FM tensions. Anything you feel overwhelmed by or find suddenly ‘cut off’ likely signals what will end up being hashed out at the Full Moon, and in the days after.

The Full Moon for May falls at 1 Sagittarius 13 at 2:14 PM PDT on the 21st, closely conjoined Mars in retrograde; the effect then is that the Full Moon perfects and in its aftermath Earth, Mars, and Moon draw ever-closer to one another, suggesting a period of a few days over which the Full Moon effects may unfurl, where we may learn something, or expand our horizons (both Sagittarius), and so fulfill the FM promise.

With generous orbs we also see the Full Moon opposes Venus and Vesta, and since anything opposing a Full Moon is automatically conjoined the Sun, this tells us that what occurs during and following the FM is most likely rooted in matters of relationship, either those involving home and mate, or those involving what we love and dedicate our life energy to, with potential for involvement of assets in the relationship/ dedication mix–and as everyone knows, there can be quite a clash over where one may put one’s effort and attention, as a limited number of hours in a day forces choices: do we choose our causes or our relationships? Do we choose what pays with Love or Money? Even those of us who find a balance will continually be adjusting for the ebb and flow of energy and need. This FM and the period that directly follows may challenge us to decide what we’re going to do (Mars) about that balance. Be prepared, as the voice of the ego (Mars) will be at least as strong in the equation, and maybe more so, as what we love and are dedicated to (Venus, Vesta).

We’re stretching our orbs when we count Pallas as square the Full Moon, but as this creates a T-square with the oppositions, it pays to note what it’s telling us: that what’s smart and/ or practical may conflict with the way we’re seeing and weighing options–we may be allowing the ego too much say. We can also count the FM as the midpoint of a close Zeus-Pluto square, which implies developments will deal with tensions surrounding change to the ambition and desire picture. And, minor aspects, semi-squares from Black Moon Lilith and Juno (which are conjoined in Scorpio) to the FM suggest what occurs is propelled more than a little by issues of anger, denial, or empowerment that have been hidden, and now come clear.

'Among the Waves' Ivan Aivazovsky 1897 {{PD}}

‘Among the Waves’ Ivan Aivazovsky 1897 {{PD}}

The Sabian Symbol for the Full Moon is, ‘White-capped Waves Display The Power Of Wind Over Sea’. We have an interplay of elements here, emotion (Water) and intellect (Air), and perhaps need to keep in mind that neither should prevail; in the image we see their interaction, the way the intellect can buffet the emotions. It’s a reconciliation we want, one that accommodates, as much as possible, both emotional and achievement-oriented needs.

For a Full Moon we also look to the Sabian for the Sun, in order to know something of the origins of the current Lunar situation: ‘Santa Claus Furtively Filling Stockings Hanging In Front Of a Fireplace’ This suggests that Full Moon events, no matter how they make us face things we’d rather not, or that we feel force choices that reveal a little more Self-interest than we’re comfortable showing to others, actually deliver a gift, one that gives us a venue for energy expression (the fireplace) that is much truer to ourselves.

Full Moon in Sagittarius May 2016

 

17 May 2016 Fortuitous Impulses + Lady Power!

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'Le Destin' Henry Siddons Mowbray c1895 {{PD}}

‘Le Destin’ Henry Siddons Mowbray c1895 {{PD}}

A most interesting mix of influences occur the 17th. On the one hand we are likely to find our impulses, especially those keyed to creating the future, inspired (probably without our awareness) by those things ignored, denied, or by injustices we’d like to address–and this is highly fortuitous, making our inclinations much more effective than they would’ve been had we really thought about the matter (Merc still retro and entering that most tense point before direction–no wonder it’s best our mind stays out of the way!)

On the other hand, we may see a kind of breakdown of alliances along gender lines, with the ladies somehow more willing to cooperate or collaborate with each other than they are to accept male input (maybe it’s all that mansplaining we have to put up with). In fact, the collaboration of those with assets (no matter their gender) and those with power or access is another way this energy may show itself. There’s the potential for some mild antipathy to permeate female-male interaction (with or without actual cause in the relationship), and if you do feel it, the wise course is to back away slowly, no eye contact and no big, sudden movements, and just go about your business; there’s no reason to pick a fight, or even be snarky, over something so non-specific, so undefined and even baseless, as this (NN nov Black Moon Lilith, Venus nov Ceres, Sun semi-square Ceres)

'Black bird near Red Rock Canyon, Las Vegas' Photo by Barbara Whitney, Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 4.0 International

‘Black bird near Red Rock Canyon, Las Vegas’ Photo by Barbara Whitney, Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 4.0 International

Today’s word image is a black bird inside a black box. This one I don’t think I can explain; just go with what comes to mind for you.

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16 May 2016 Haunted

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David Gauld - T'he Haunted Chateau, Grez-sur-Loing' 1896 {{PD}}

David Gauld – T’he Haunted Chateau, Grez-sur-Loing’ 1896 {{PD}}

We’re thinking about ideals today, our thoughts filled with those things we find sacred and want to dedicate our life energy to, but as we look around we catch a wispy shadow out of the corner of our eye, we open a closet and find it deeper and darker than we thought, or we thrust our hand into a hidden spot, retrieving our pen as it rolls away, and feel a sting and sharpness and wonder, ‘What the hell was that?’ We have the strong desire to understand, to lay out our plans, to get clear on our goals, but it’s a little like being haunted: you can’t see anything wrong, but you just know it’s there, energetically intruding on everything. Don’t let it throw you; mulling and meditating on what we care about, on our wishes for home, mate, and cause, are all highly appropriate today–but we must be willing to hold off on acting, on implementing plans, even as we look behind obstacles and barriers, noting what dark thing we must eventually deal with to get around them (Vesta enters Gemini, Saturn semi-square Black Moon Lilith)

Generously released into the public domain by Beardedman

Generously released into the public domain by Beardedman

Today’s word image is a pairing of colors: that yellow again from last week, this time with orange. Seen together, they act as synchronicity markers, they prompt us to pay attention right that moment, or they may indicate which to choose, when we have a choice.

14-15 May 2016 Sweeping Awareness

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Bansky street cleaner Sweeper by Banksy, Chalk Farm Road, London. Photo by Dan Brady from Newcastle upon Tyne, UK Creative Commons Attribution 2.0 Generic

Sweeper by Banksy, Chalk Farm Road, London. Photo by Dan Brady from Newcastle upon Tyne, UK Creative Commons Attribution 2.0 Generic

Saturday the 14th we may find those things we find sacred in life, that we honor, bedeviled by every little thing we’ve shoved under the rug, ignored, are in denial about, or see as an injustice we are helpless to remedy–and by extension, these inconvenient realities seep into our relationship interactions, and even into our financial ventures. It seems the very agenda we’ve assiduously avoided is thrust upon us through our relationships–and it hurts. Come clean, if possible; approaching everything with a conscious intent to heal (or at least not harm) within our encounters will help us handle just about everything that may come up (Vesta quincunx Black Moon Lilith and parallel Venus, Sun sextile Chiron)

Today’s word image is this:

Are you having a genuinely moving and profound experience, or making a big deal out of nothing? That’s the question to ask ourselves today. And don’t be too quick to answer; when we want to see ourselves as one thing (spiritual! sensitive!) or another (cool and casual, blasé) we may be inclined to filter our answer through our desired Self-image, rather than pause to give an honest report.

Two ponies on Winter Hill, Bolton, UK 2013 Photo by OZMON CC BY-SA 3.0

We may believe everything will be nothing but ponies. ‘Two ponies on Winter Hill, Bolton, UK’ 2013 Photo by OZMON CC BY-SA 3.0

On Sunday the 15th we may believe everyone needs to hear our advice and that what’s ahead will be nothing but ponies and ice cream, or we may become unreasonably angry when someone points out that what we’re doing isn’t very smart; their contention is we’re squandering our future. We, and everyone else, are going on instincts, displaying all our ‘blind spots’, and unlikely to have any clear idea of ‘what is’; without even realizing it we’re decking things out in our own personal druthers and biases. Take the day off, if possible, tread lightly with others, and understand that our ‘vision’ is heavily distorted today–so don’t make any aesthetic choices that can’t easily be undone (don’t spur-of-the-moment put down a non-refundable deposit on a new car or castle, and don’t sign up for tattoos or plastic surgery!) (Mars square Pallas, Venus trine the NN, Sun conjoined Sedna)

This streaking effect is created by taking the photograph with a very long exposure time and capturing the observed movement of stars as the earth rotates. 29 July 2013, 17:01:27 Source http://www.eso.org/public/images/wesson-5220/ Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International

This streaking effect is created by taking the photograph with a very long exposure time and capturing the observed movement of stars as the earth rotates. 29 July 2013, 17:01:27
Source http://www.eso.org/public/images/wesson-5220/ Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International

Today’s word image is stepping outside at night, looking up, and becoming aware of the movement of the planet beneath you and the stars above you.

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13 May 2016 Sensory Flow

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'Hatsuhana doing penance under the Tonosawa waterfall' Utagawa Kuniyoshi c1841 {{PD}}

‘Hatsuhana doing penance under the Tonosawa waterfall’ Utagawa Kuniyoshi c1841 {{PD}}

Today, gaining power (in whatever form you’re seeking it) and making your influence felt are 1) grounded in reasoning focused on what we know to be wise and of value, that respects relationships and the flow of assets, and that is willing to adjust ambitions and ‘the target’ to accommodate genuine need, and 2) requires conscious acceptance of what is Universally true: change is constant in two forms, evolution and decay, and it’s our ability to embrace and work with these that fuels our own growth. We must adopt altruism that honors the individual even as it benefits the Collective, openness to the six senses, the sensory flow, and a willingness to modify ambitions to fit our current level of empowerment–all will contribute to some immediate and rewarding successes. That means opposites, such as erraticism, thoughtless behavior, blocking flow, wasting assets, or failing to regard others as essentially worthy, will all act to drain you in some way. Today we are the only obstacle to our success (Pallas trine Juno, Merc conjoined and parallel Venus, both qnx Zeus and trine Pluto)

Coin of Abdissares (210 BC), Armenian King of Sophene Photo by Rs4815 - CC BY-SA 4.0

Coin of Abdissares (210 BC), Armenian King of Sophene Photo by Rs4815 – CC BY-SA 4.0

Today’s word image is an ancient coin. Old truths and long-held assets both need our attention today. If you’re unsure what might qualify, look to who and what has been in your life from early times, and honor what they still give you, today.

12 May 2016 Yours Is Not The Only Journey

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Edgar Degas 1874 {{PD}}

Edgar Degas 1874 {{PD}}

Sometimes on the journey we become so Self-involved that we forget others are on their own journey, an experience that is just as real for them as ours is for us. When we are concentrating on what is wise, what is the smart move, working on developing our skills and making an impact that affects the material world, that is practical, we may begin to see others as mere actors in our play, rather than as playwrights of their own, with a viewpoint that may be far different from ours. As physical incarnations we are focused on amassing and controlling power–and this is so whether we see it as so or not, because power is really just another way of talking about the life force–and so our every effort is in the name of fortifying and making effective our expression of life force–and so is everyone else’s. Just a reminder found in the astrology for today, when smart thinking, in spite of Merc retro, is accessible for us all (Ceres semi-sq Sedna, Mercury parallel Vesta and trine Pluto)

'At the Theater' 1879 Mary Cassatt {{PD}}

‘At the Theater’ 1879
Mary Cassatt {{PD}}

Today’s word image is anyone wearing yellow. See them as messengers, synchronicity markers, symbols, warnings, guides, and maybe snappy dressers. And have a great Thursday!

11 May 2016 Uneven Ground

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Fritz Petzholdt - 'Étude de roches' c1830 {{PD}}

Fritz Petzholdt – ‘Étude de roches’ c1830 {{PD}}

Today the ground beneath our feet seems uneven in any matter that we care about, in relating and finances, heart and wallet, what we treasure, what we value (perfecting: Venus qnx Saturn). Uncertainty is the underpinning for our interactions and our expenditures; we’ll fail in locating a sense that we know what just happened, how much was spent or earned, how others (and we) really feel. For many of us, the unease will stay below consciousness, troubling us and making things awkward, but never addressed–and really, what would we say or do? It’s a bad time to try to nail things down, and we know it (Merc retro)–we sense the destruction that can result from too much discussion, even too much thought (Merc trine Pluto)–and so we turn away from thinking too much about what might be wrong.

The star of today’s show, and the engine driving pretty much everything else, is likely a Finger of God with base of South Node/ Mercury, apex Zeus. This takes our retro memories of the past (retro as in: we remember things we’ve long thought forgotten, or we revise our view on what was), and connects the dots between those memories and what we want and aim for now. Take this as a chance to understand yourself better, and to modify goals so that they suit you more as you are in this moment. A revelation of this nature can be startling, upsetting, or cause a revolution within the psyche–appreciate that this is so, and receive what you learn without reservation or condemnation, most especially of yourself.

By Cui Bai  latter half of the 11th century {{PD}}

By Cui Bai latter half of the 11th century {{PD}}

Today’s word image is a single black rabbit among white ones. I can’t say if the word image revived the memory, or the memory is the origin of the word image: when I was a small child we kept rabbits; we also had a sweet German shepherd named Baron. One year we had all white rabbits born, with the exception of one jet black one. There was a storm, the rabbit cages blew over, and the rabbits escaped. Baron didn’t bother any of the white rabbits, but he chased and killed the black one. What is it about differences that bothers us so, at an animal level, where we will attack something just because it’s not what we expect, not what we’re used to? Stop yourself from making a too hasty, too aggressive judgment about something new or different in your world–look for the likenesses to what you already know, instead.

10 May 2016 Positive Channels

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Photo by Zyance CC BY-SA 2.5

Photo by Zyance CC BY-SA 2.5

If you’re making positive channels for and expressions of your Venus energies (giving love to others, using your gifts and talents, being generous, being kind, being polite, being diplomatic–which really is just going out of your way not to disrespect others–thinking of ‘the relationship’, expressing your Art whatever that may be, actually making Art, in some form keeping a flow of worthy and valued things, actions, thoughts going), then you will get a lot more positives for your use, whether those are directly related to the Venus element you’re ‘working’, or if they come in another Venusian form–but either way, a bounty that likely is grounded in facts or knowledge, with the prosperity either coming from the sharing of these, or the sharing coming from plenty, a way wherein we get ‘more’ by ‘knowing’, whichever comes first.

Don’t expect it to be as simple or direct as an infusion of Love or Money; though it can be (and we’ll certainly see this aspect in the material world, with both bodies in Earth), we profit by looking behind the result for the mechanism at work. Doing so offers us a glimpse at the true workings of the Universe, and so a better understanding of what we need to do to get what we want, to immerse ourselves successfully (rather than feeling lost or drowning) in All-That-Is. This aspect (Venus trine Jupiter, with Jupiter just direct once again) brings the bounty from belief–so expect to see, aside from anything else, energy and material manifestations of the way you believe the Universe works.

At this time inspirations come from dark corners, from the neglected, ignored, or denied, and from injustices previously dished out. Inequities birth ideas that follow ideals; those things we’d rather pretend don’t exist are the very places we need to put our attention right now–this will only benefit us. Our imaginations are caught by the painful or less savory, and these show us both our ideals and our nightmares–and give us the creative approach necessary to deal with them (Neptune parallel Black Moon Lilith)

Oddly enough, our strength, power, and confidence right now all come from not looking to the future. An eye to what’s coming will only distract us, skew our aim, or weaken us with unnecessary fears. Practice centering consciousness in the now–more easily tossed off in a blog than done, I know, but something worth trying, as all indications are this attitude currently benefits us far more than any other (Ceres contra-parallel NN)

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Relief representing a two-headed eagle on the sphinx located at the right of the Sphinx Gate, Alaca Höyük, Turkey Photo by Bernard Gagnon GNU Free Documentation License

Relief representing a two-headed eagle on the sphinx located at the right of the Sphinx Gate, Alaca Höyük, Turkey Photo by Bernard Gagnon GNU Free Documentation License

Today’s word image is a bird with two heads, looking in opposite directions. This has been extant as a symbol for over three thousand years, with the implications something like those for a phoenix: a promise of strength and prowess destroyed and regenerated, a kind of immortality guaranteed by the way the energy is never lost, but reconstituted in a fresh form, again and again, in an ever-renewing cycle. The dual heads may suggest the way this symbol unites past and future through the unbroken line of re-birth. The suggestion may be that there is something in our own lives that waxes and wanes, seems prominent and then lost, but always returns in a ‘new’ form. What thread runs through your entire life, and how does it connect your past to what will come?

 

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